Kahin Gumm ho gayi thi...


Is bhul bhulayiya si duniya mein

Is samay ke chakkar ke phere mein

kahin gum ho gayi thi.


Kuch ban toh gayi thi, par phir bhi khin adhoori si thi main,

Sitaren kandhoon pe saja toh liye the

Par ab un sitaron ki chamak bas sitaroon pe thi

Bhitar ki chamak khin gum ho gayi thi

ek manzil toh paa li thi, 

Agli manzil dhundli si thi thi khin,


ek asmanjas si mein kho gayi thi main,

Kabhi koi kehta ke course pe number acche le aao

Toh kbhi koi kehta ke CO sahab ko jamm ke rijhao

Kabhi koi kehta itna choos na machaoo

Toh kbhi koi kehta kuch alag dhalag kar ke toh dikhao.

Ye ghabrahat thi ya duvidha, pata nahi

Sabke alag fande, sabka alag gayann

Par kya hai mere bheetar ? aur kyu hi ban ke ayi is dharti par insaan?

Bhatki bhi bhut hun, khud ko kayi baar kho bhi hai diya,


Paane chalo jab khud ko dusroon mein, humesha iska yehi aant hai hua

Ka khud ko khud mein dhunda, bas maa baap ki shabdon ko hi mana khudaa


Ab badh gaye hai khalipan aur nirasha ... parr aise kaisee?? 

Jab naam hi ho Ashaa.

Ab sach me khud ko chah-na hai sikhaa, 

Phle shareer, aur phir is mann ko seencha..

Toh bhut ke log the hath pakad raasta dikhlaane ko tyaar,

Kuch toh sirf kaali seerat, par baki sab jese swayam bhagvaan ke bheje avtaar.

Ek pal me mere under vo ek bhav jaga diya,

"Seva Parmo Dharma" mujhe bhut hi aasan shabdon mein sikhla dia


Kehte hai na- sawari phle apni swayam ko oxygen mask lagaye phir dusron ko madd kre...

toh maine toh laga liya hai ye direct oxygen mask..

ab mai hu poori tarah muskurate hue, khilkilate hue , seva krne ko tyaar.

Jo dikh nahi Raha tha aaj tak saaf saaf 

vo raah hoti Jaa Rahi hai dhundli -se ab saaf 

Jab di us rabb ne ye awaz , kalam uthane aur likhe ko ye do hath

daud kar madad krne ko ye pair aur upar se ek dil -bilkul saaf

usi se khin gum ho gayi thi jo , use aaj bahar layi hu

kahin darr aur taano me dabb gayi thi jo 

use aaj dhund layi hu

khin sochne lagi thi kuch kehne se phle baat hazaar,

us soch ko alvida kehne ayi hu.

kyunki bitaye hai is dharti pe untees saal, 

aise hi toh na ab safed hone lage hoge ye Baal.

Jo khin gum ho gayi thi use paa liya hai aaj,

yahin reh kar , yhin ka samay badalna hai ,

kyunki Mai aur tum hi toh layenge badlaav

baat sahi boli ke nahi? janab! 



In this labyrinthine world,

Lost in the cycles of time,

I had lost my way somewhere.


I had become something, yet felt incomplete,

The stars I had adorned on my shoulders

Now shone only on those stars, not within.


I had reached a milestone, yet the next one was unclear,

Like a bird in flight, I had lost my direction.


At times, someone would say, "Score well in the course,"

While another would advise, "Impress the BOSS."


Someone would caution, "Don't stir up trouble,"

While another would urge, "Show something unique and different."


Was this confusion or doubt? I couldn't tell,

Everyone had their own perspectives, their own wisdom to share.

But what lies within me? Why did I take birth on this earth as a human?


I have wandered, lost my way many times,

Searching for myself in others, but that's a never-ending quest.

The answer lies within: I must find myself in my own heart.

Until now, I had only followed my parents' words, believing them to be divine.


Now, my imagination and despair have grown...

But how can this be when my name itself means 'Hope'?

It's time to learn to love myself truly,

First, my body, and then my mind.


Many people offered to guide me on my journey,

Some with dark intentions, but most were like messengers from God.

In one moment, a feeling stirred within me:

"Service is the highest duty" – a simple yet profound lesson.


What was unclear until now has become evident,

The path ahead, once blurry, is now clear.

When that divine voice whispered, "Take up the pen and write,"

These hands began to move, and my feet stood ready to serve.


What was lost has been found, what was hidden is now revealed,

The voice that was silenced by fear and criticism has been set free.

I had lost my way, but now I've found my direction,

I've discovered my purpose, and my heart is filled with joy.


Twenty-nine years have passed on this earth,

And now, it's time to create a new chapter.

I, too, will bring about change, along with you,

For I have finally found what was lost – myself.

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