"HIS" Diary (part-1)

An article on what you might find written deep inside a Man's diary or his head for that matter...

I sometime wish every girl out there could understand that we men are really simple being, we are happy until “Situation is under control”, which means that life remain exciting yet under control. Like bike riding, speed to thrill and excite yet a control of the beast under us. Like work – either yes or no, no in-between "again undercontrol” and even if it's not undercontrol we would do anything to make it so. That is why we try to evade ourselves from one thing that is “EMOTIONS” as they are one that are really hard to remain under control.

And if you talk about an emotion called love, that is totally out of control. Sole reason behind why we might sleep with thousands of them(Ladies) but even think like million times before committing to one of them. Why? Yes I would tell you why, it’s because when we love, we love like “You, yes you are just mine, only and only mine”, we get possessive, we attach ourselves to that single person, that is you. And if not we are not committed we still have those times when we are wide awake at late night and just want someone to be with us, to whom we can pour our heart out, to care for us. But shy away from doing so, as we feel you might get attached. For once sake can we have a heart to heart communication without any commitments?? Please

We are not afraid of commitments, you can see us even taking and laying our own lives over the border for our fellow mates, that is the commitment to our teammates and our nation. What we fear is rejection on later stage, what we fear is giving our part of soul and mind to someone who would just someday might tear it apart and leave without reason (Or might even give a valid reason that our heart would not approve of). But when we manage to put that courage to be with you and fight those fears then you would see us being the best of so called “Hubbys”.  then we even face complaint’s like you are being too possessive, jealous, “I need some space” or for that matter “why are you being so always so suspicious”. This is what we don't want, a life of chaos, a life and a relation that is not undercontrol.

And believe me,if you will trust us and be a little supportive we would never ever leave you alone. As the way we love you we also love our friend circle(Sorry brother’s), we love our little passions (gaming, racing, bowling, sometimes drinking etc etc.). And yes we love you more than all of it, but the moment we have to prove it by choosing one of you, we might choose you now but dear you have lost that little extra bit of love we had for you.

But still, why am I explaining it all to you my diary, even if it reaches to people out there they will still only understand it all from their level of perception. Hence bidding you adieu for today.

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All the male's in the house, is this something you also think often or you differ a bit?  Do not hesitate to share any suggestion that might follow, would love to add them in my next blogs.